One day, you got it.. The proposal.
You might had known it before, you'd take hard consequences.
You weren't that brave to accept it, you might had known what would happen.
You weren't ready for that, and you kept thinking.
But what was on your mind?
Why did you say "Yes" when you knew that you'd just bring hurt?
Sacrificed someone else and you were falling deeper and deeper.
You said that it would be a great expectation for everyone.
An expectation that you thought it would brought you to better place and someone over there was hurt.
You acted like everything would be alright, when you said that "It's just a minor problem".
Forgot whom you thought as "useless" and let yourself drowned deeper, much much deeper.
It was so blinding, and you were so blind.
It was written clearly on your drama.
But hey, remember?
Then you found out that you just burnt a match.
The fire could burn you and hurt you, and it happened.
The fire burnt you finally but you threw the fire to someone else.
You didn't take the consequence and you kept acting like a drama queen.
You acted like you were not guilty that you needed help.
You brought people to your drama and made them involved.
And you just made someone over there hurt, by your fire.
Now you keep hiding and hiding, and avoiding everything.
You try to runaway from your great drama.
You cannot runaway. You cannot runaway somehow.
No matter how hard you try to runaway, you'll always be a coward.
Someone has known the scenario.. and he can guess what will happen in the next scene.
And that person is me..
