As long as you have another plane for home or another way for home, and you still have friends around you or you realize that there are people who face the truth harder somewhere than what you're facing now..
So, I won't give a shit for such a thing like that.
I guess whenever and wherever they bow-wowing at me, as long as I have my friends and I'm on the right way (literally: not guilty), so what?
Thinking for such stupid things repeatedly, and ignoring another good chance.. Oh guys, c'mon! I don't give damn for that :D